Schubert, this is not the country we were raised to believe in.
I had one uncle who went crazy in the Burma Campaign because of the snakes. I had another uncle who fought in "The Battle of The Bulge", he told me about bullets whistling past his ears, and seeing bloody soldiers falling to the left and right of him; the order was to "charge", and that's what they did. He was certain that each minute would be his last. I could see fear and determination in his eyes when he told me this.
For four years I trained at Scott AFB to respond to disasters, only to see the outfit I trained with, to go to the Pacific Ocean, and not to New Orleans where they could have saved so many lives; you think I'm not upset; especially when everything is getting worse, including reaction to injustice.