Elizabeth as I understand it you have a love of music, time available to enjoy it, , a huge music library and a great setup to do it with. I envy you! Just take time stop and smell the roses. Maybe try to gear down on the spending if that is causing stress. If not, then have at it. Downsizing is always an option as well. You've accumulated a lot of knowledge on these things. You might even be surprised at how good things might sound for less if needed.
Cheers!
Cheers!

